Tammy Baker's 'Sure Cure' for Severe Depression

Dear Desperately Depressed ~

You are in powerful company . . . Abraham Lincoln, Charles Dickens, and Sir Isaac Newton all endured devastating depression throughout their lives. So did Tammy Lynn Baker, wife of Jim Baker, well-known television evangelist.

I happened to tune in one day when Tammy Lynn shared frankly with a television audience about her deep, dark, debilitating battles with depression. Tammy literally spent years of her married life in bed, sleeping her pain away. Her husband, God Bless Him, prayed for and cared for her while they both hoped for a miracle.

Tammy said her 'miracle' came one day when she was asked to visit and elderly woman who had lost a loved one and was suffering much as Tammy often did. Tammy went, of course; and discovered that very day that as she prayed for and talked to this suffering Sister, she grasped how much more her Sister had endured than she. Tammy also later realized that during and after the time she had spent 'one-anothering' this lonely, grieving woman her own symptoms of depression were completely relieved.

The Holy Spirit, Tammy says, convinced her that day that the ultimate 'cure' for depression is ministry. . . to look for and to go to someone whose situation may be even more heartbreaking than your own. "To present your body a living sacrifice."

Because I, too, am prone to isolate in my grief, failure, or frustration, I eventually MAKE MY SELF take Tammy Baker's 'Sure Cure' for Depression. Engaging my mind and my energy outward and into the life of another leaves no room for the enemy of my soul to drown me in doubt or pierce me with self-pity.

Once again, I realize that Almighty God's command ~ so annoying to obey and so tempting to avoid ~ is a blessing of love, peace and JOY in disguise.

If This Christian Mom Had a Do Over . . .

Dear Sarah ~

I liked your "family rules". It got me to thinking about what my own family rules would be if God granted me a "do over" with my kids. These would be just for the parents, though . . .

1. Thou shalt break~fast each day with your Father. {Earthly father shall also attend!}
2. Thou shalt not report for parental duty before Rule #1.
3. Thou shalt listen twice as much as you speak. {Thy reminder is on thy head, should you forget . . .}
4. Thou shalt encourage much Godly silliness, playfulness, and laughter daily; for He is the author of healthy humor.
5. Thou shalt be and therefore model involved Christian neighbor, friend, and citizen.
6. Thou shalt explore and examine thy Father's Cosmic Diversity ~ It is His God revealing, joy renewing, breath taking gift to humanity.
7. Thou shalt put forth great effort to make this day a gift, a memory, a holi-day.
8. Thou shalt show thy son's and daughter's friends value in My Way, My Truth, and My Life through yours.
9. Thou shalt choose to love and forgive; no matter the hardship.
10. Thou shalt gather together at day's end to review My blessings and to be concerned for the lives of others.

God willing, my Grandchildren may yet come to know these "do over" rules.

Dear Lone Ranger Christian ~Edit post | Delete post

by Valinda (Val) J on July 22, 2012

Dear Lone Ranger Christian ~

Before you become fully convinced that you can walk out your salvation without the support of a church family, I hope you'll be open to considering these thoughts from the heart of God . . .

Romans 8 v 31 says, "If God is for us, then who can stand against us?" It does not read, "If God is for  ME . . ." 

James 1 vs 2-4 says, "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,^[a] whenever you (together?) face trials of many kinds,³ because you (together?) know that the testing of your faith (together?) produces perseverance. ⁴ Let perseverance finish its work so that you (together?) may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." 

Am I the only one who suspects that maturing in your relationship with Jesus is largely donetogether? Or perhaps it could even be spelled 'to~gather' . . . Jesus urged his disciples before he left, "Do not forsake the gathering of yourselves together . . . even more so in the end times." 

If you are like me, you may have at first missed the "togathering" that certainly seems to be quiteintentional in the Word of God. The very name of   Je s us  is very easily an acronym for fellowship.  Je (Jehova)  s  (saves and saves and saves)  us . . .

I sincerely and fervently pray that these words are a helpful encouragement to you as you continue to consider the value of a church family and fellowship.

Hurt at Work

My name is antalie, my colleagues bring their books with and laptops . . . at the end of the day their work is not done and i need to do it. I spoke to them nothing happened and told my boss. Result was that I'm the one to be blamed cause i don't communicate and looking down on others and i don't . . . Yesterday my boss confronted me and said that I made them feel unwelcome and I should remember how long it took me to get training.this is so hurtful and a specially knowing that a colleague i liked trust and loved would go and lie to my face and say such thing. . . . I'm sad, hurt and thought i was not angry but i am a little, she gave me gifts so I'll be returning them to her, cant keep something knowing someone lies to me hate lieing. Got any advise for me?

Dear Antalie ~

Do not return her gifts! That will be perceived by your coworker as spiteful. Regift them to someone outside the office if you don't feel comfortable keeping them; but let that issue go so that the animosity between you begin to cool.

Here are some assumptions I think you should challenge, dear Sister. Ask yourself and then your boss, "Do I really need to do someone else's work that is not done at the end of the day?" Not knowing how your boss allows you to identify 'your' work vs a colleague's work, I think this should be the first thing that gets defined unemotionally. In my job, this is identified 100% through log-in data and automated reporting.

One way or the other, if your colleague(s) are stealing from their employer by being off-task or doing personal business on employer time, they will eventually be found out. If you've been given supervisory responsibility for a colleague's performance, you probably should bring the issue to their attention by stating the company policy and that you are in fact documenting for their performance review . . . both compliance and refusal to comply. {Documentation of performance should always reflect both praise and room for improvement.}Then let your boss know in a quick memo that you have shared the company policy with all employees you are expected to evaluate.

I'm puzzled that your boss did not address or at least define for you and your co-workers the policy for cell phones, ipads, tablets, and e-readers at work. At my workplace, cell phones are forbidden; but my very likable Christian Sister who is training me uses hers with impunity. She also takes a lot of frequent personal time; but she comes in early and stays late and she doesn't always take an hour for lunch. She is also the company's most productive worker and has set productivity records that benefit everyone when commission checks are calculated. Her work patterns do affect my training productivity; but if that becomes an issue for the boss, I will share forthrightly with him how things could be moving along more efficiently. Meanwhile, I have developed other projects I can do independently when she is not available; and this keeps me from feeling frustrated.

Finally, Sister Antalie, I think you might benefit from something my precious Christian sister/mentor said to me when I found myself highly resenting the treatment and behavior of another Christian sister. She said to both of us, "The more mature Christian bears the greatest accountability." This revelation has never failed to move me out of my self-righteous bent and into a heart attitude that will allow the Holy Spirit to build the Ministry of Reconciliation.

It's not easy to tell, either, whether your colleagues are believers or unbelievers. If they are the former, perhaps they are immature believers or "baby Christians" who need the example of a more mature believer to motivate them . . . or at the very least just to set the bar high for ethical standards at work. I will be praying that if you pursue The Ministry God has given us all ~ The Ministry of Reconciliation ~ with your colleagues, the Holy Spirit will help you sort out who owns what responsibility at work and which battles He really wants to help you fight. ~ God's Peace ~

SUNDAY BEST?

When I was a kid, the dress code for Catholic church was called your "Sunday Best". Probably for most other church kids, too.

Most Sundays nowadays, except for Easter and Christmas, the dress code at my fellowship would probably be called, 'Office Casual'. But among those of us over 40, the prevailing style still seems to be 'Sunday Best'. No one, though, seems to be concerned one way or the other . . . except maybe me.

Somewhere along the way, I decided that Sunday morning is my 'date with God'. This gets me out of bed and puts my focus on the real reason I'm going out . . . which is to 'double-date' with others who are (hopefully) attending to honor, to thank, and to celebrate our Awesome Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I see Sunday morning church as the real 'red carpet' event of my life; so I choose to 'dress to impress' the One whose arm I'm walking in on each glorious Sunday morning.

I was swooning about this 'date with God' a little during the announcements last Sunday when {wouldn't you know it} the Still Small Voice showed up to wonder why I'm not dating more . . . . . This particular lesson, I realized, started with that blushing "Bride of Christ" vision Father God favored me with at the beginning of this lovely Falling in Love Season.

I started thinking about other 'dates' I've been dragging God along on lately . . . like Saturday's rainy day date . . . where 'we' devour junk food in pj's and read graphic crime novels ad naseum. (I have five more of these tasteful thrillers lined up to devour even as I compose this convicting little essay.) When I had a television, date night was a Criminal Minds and Munchies Marathon. Thank God I can't afford much entertainment.

Somehow, I suspect my weekday 'date life' is in for some changes . . . I'll miss you, Grisham.

s t o p . . . and BE the roses . . . . . . .

The first day of Spring is my Born-again Birthday. How lovely is that, I ask you!?

It seems I have been on a second honeymoon for most of the month of March; and I confess our Wyoming weather was SO WONDERFUL last month that I had not one tickle or itch to spend time in front of a monitor. Hopefully, this was true for you as well, dear sisters and brothers; and you aren't too annoyed at my rather extended leave of absence.

When you have wandered (like me) empty, angry, and fearful in the desert 40 years before you let God interrupt your Damascus Road Disastrus, your spiritual birthday becomes far and away more significant than that old physical one. So celebrating this merciful event just as the first bud and blade turn blessedly green is my first gift from heaven each year.

The greatest joy of Spring is how it so sweetly, so superbly, so equisitely reveals the final, victorious scene in The Hope of Our Salvation. From parks and pastures of dull, dreary, seemingly dead soil spring the first miraculous promises of flowers, fruits, and fragrances. My faith in an invisible, gentle, piercing Power to ever renew ME grows newer, stronger roots each an every first day of Spring.

As I gaze out an open Bible fellowship window, I'm reminded of that old Mac Davis muse to "Stop and Smell the Roses." And in the next moment, on a whisper-soft Spring breeze, I hear from the Holy Spirit of our Risen Lord,

"You, my dear ones, are their roses."

FACING the difficult people in my life

As I, too, struggle to be the 'face of Jesus' to each man, woman, and child God weave into each new day, my heart goes out to you, Sister, in true empathy for the heartbreaking frustration you are experiencing with this difficult person. My difficult one is a child of four.

I know. How pitiful that a child of four can so completely defeat a full grown woman of God on a daily basis. My progress in this new relationship took a huge leap forward in my heart, however, when God tersely pointed out last week that four year old 'Freddie' is a gift from God, who gives only good gifts to His children. In a flash, it dawned on me that no one in my life makes me examine my true emotional state, my patience, my unconditional regard, my pride, faster than defiant, furious four year old Freddie.

It is my heart's desire -- in moments of joyful worship where my strength is renewed -- to be the Face of Jesus to Freddie. It is my greatest struggle, amid the chaos of civilizing fifteen other four year olds, to fan that desire into to action fifty times a day. On a good day, I get to five. Then my human supply of mercy usually runs out; and I end up being the stern Face of the Referee, meting our Justice one full blown, rage filled time out after another. Ironically, I'm actually wise enough to know that voluntary time out only works with kids who fear authority or wish to appease the Referee. Freddie, of course, is not one of them.

Such is a marriage or a courtship in turmoil. I can only plead with you, as I believe the Holy Spirit pleads with me . . . Whatever else you choose, do not be the one who turns your back on a relationship God has brought into your life. Gods first and primary purpose for woman was to  be the 'helpmeet' for man. 

Translated from the original Hebrew, this would in English mean that God's first and primary purpose for women is to be a face to face' for men. To be the Face of God for her mate. To be the Face of God to children.

Even if you must separate physically from someone harmful, preserve an opportunity for reconciliation tomorrow by choosing, through the power of God's Holy Spirit, a heart attitude of mercy today. It is the greatest act of gratitude daughters can do for Abba Father, who once turned His Holy back on His own Perfect Son so that we may have His Mercies new every day. 

Let it Dawn on You too . . .

Because I'm single, it's very easy to make impromptu dates with my Heavenly Fiancee and His Father. Recently, they invited me to share a sunrise . . . which revealed to me wonderful new things about the character of my Creator God.

I was driving in peaceful silence a slumbering Akita pup to a Rescue in Colorado. I crossed over the Wyoming line just before a Saturday morning began to dawn.

Abba Father was in no hurry to get our new day underway. It dawned gently . . . (sigh) in soft muted colors and comforting curved lines. I was made acutely aware that God was effortlessly and joyfully painting, as a work of art, the entire horizon fresh and unique for this day . . . just as He pleased.

Light was first allowed only in one portion of the horizon . . . arresting, riveting, drawing the eye. Then, my Creator God p l a y e d with overlays of lovely pastels against sillouettes of stark trees and rooftops. Creator God took absolute delight in leisurely playing with Light.

THEN -- knowing what man named the celestial body that warms and illuminates himself,
THE S U N is ANNOUNCED. Boldly. Dramatically.

And finally, THE SUN is ABLAZE WITH such POWER that I cannot behold it with my own eyes. I could only behold the glory of this New Day He offered to share. with me.

Enjoy the revelations in His Word that come to you through this loving, stunning event.

What's LOVE Got To Do With It!!??

Mary Ann was a mature Christian wife and mother who lived fully and joyfully before the Lord as a prayer warrior. She was a faithful encourager of her local church family and of the larger faith coommunity of Sheridan.
Mary Ann went Home last week so suddently that in some ways, even though we are still putting one foot in front of the other, we are all just struck dumb.

In Mary Anne's Honor, I would like to dedicate a simple thought for the New Year . . .

I don't know where I heard it or read it this week, but this simple idea so captured my heart that I felt it was worth passing on to you for your own contemplation.

Life is a Journey Into Love

Just let that soak into your soul for a few minutes and see where the Holy Spirit takes you . . .

He took me -- just like a Father -- to 1 Corinthians 13, which I'm paraphrasing from a child's version of the Bible:

• Love is so PATIENT. Love is very KIND. Love is COURTEOUS, GENTLE, CONTENT. Love is unselfish, MERCIFUL; slow to be offended, FORGIVING. Love is LOYAL to others, always believing and expecting the best. Of the three things that will remain forever -- faith, hope and love -- the greatest is Love.

If there is truth in this simple idea -- that Life is a Journey into Love -- then MY life is my journey With God into Patience and into Gentleness and into Kindness. Life is my Journey into Mercy and into Forgiveness. Life is my Journey into the lives of others who may be on a drastsically different dead end journey {just as I once was}.

Love is my journey into loyalty. Love is my journey into an automatic attitude that others, with God's Mercy and Power, can and will be redeemed. When I get my arrogant mind around just how impossibly high this bar really is, my humility is instantly restored; and I am once again someone weak and thankful whom God can lead.

So strongly did Abba Father feel about how we approach our Life Journey that He inspired John to write (15:7-15) "Live within my Love. I demand that you love others as much as I love you. And I laid down my life for yours. . . ."

From those whose life was never the same again because Mary Ann laid down hers for them . . . a rousing blast from the Shofar!

Dear Bah Hum Bug ~

When I was young and well into my twenties, I felt almost compelled to know WHY about almost everything. It drove many of my friends and family members quite made. God is never perturbed by this special drive in my character, however; as it appears He installed it. As Lady Gaga would say, "I was born this way."

I get interesting personal insights (little jewels you might say) about WHY God advised and even commanded us to do certain things. Here's one from Philippians 4:8 that might begin to remove some of the depression (Bah Hum Bug) from your holiday. Its tone is so direct that there's no way to get around the command in this passage.

In conclusion, my friends, fill your minds with those things that are good [decent, respectable, moral, virtuous, noble, worthy, enjoyable, pleasant, agreeable, able, accomplished, capable, competent, helpful, beneficial, sound, reliable, advantageous, useful] and that deserve praise: things that are true, noble, right, pure, lovely, and honorable.

I've only embellished the first of the seven (interesting!) things God thought were necessary to fill my mind with. Frankly, if i read the list to my teenage son, he would probably say, "Duh, Mom!" He's young and life is easy. When life gets a little harder, it's no longer automatic for me to discipline my mind to stay out of the places that hold "bad-ness" . . . humiliation, loneliness, failure, fear, regret, sorrow, betrayal. Apparently, God knew that at least one rather rebellious daughter would need an actual order from her Abba Father to "take every thought captive" and to be intentional about focusing them on whatever (or whoever) meets the criteria listed above.

Let me confess, that I've never actually taken much time to be deliberate about this process; but since it was my assignment for the month, I decided to run each one of these out as high as they would take me . . . from lovely to more lovely to loveliest. From worthy to more worthy to most worthy. From reliable to more reliable to most reliable. You get the idea. Then I amplified each word in the list with a common thesaurus (see "good" above and the words bracketed after it) And I did the same for these words as a longer meditation.

I won't spoil the treasure hunt for you. Just try it and see where (or who) is takes you to. I guarantee you will be far from Bah Hum Bug when you arrive.



Thoughts from a Holy Unwed Mother ~

Dear Mary ~
You're in good company as you find yourself reeling from sudden rejection and left stranded to face a momumentally important decision. Consider for a moment your namesake and her bewildered betrothed, Joseph . . .




At the appointed time, Adoni chose toturn the welfare of His one and only beloved son over to the protection and care of an unwed, fourteen year old girl and her fearful and perhaps still suspicious future husband . . .
 
Young Mary knew she faced the frightening penance of stoning to death for her shameful unwed condition. Joseph knew this as well and faced at least ridicule and rejection for remaining faithful to Mary.


What must Joseph and Mary have thought of God's choice for the birth place of their Messiah? Is it merely coincidence that the Word Made Flesh was established in a place of feeding for skittish, bawling sheep? 



What mother's hopes and dreams faded away that Holy Night when Almighty Yahweh, it seemed, was sending forth ~ with not even slightest creature comfort ~ the promised Messiah and King of the World.


Retreat into your own Silent Night, dear Mother-To-Be; and wonder what good this same Wise God is working together through the life He has turned over to you.

With many prayers for a truly Mary's Christmas ~

Having fled for their safety, Joseph's first act as a new father was to receive his helpless babe into rags filthy from days of travel and sweat. Mary, first to warm, comfort, and kiss the face of God, would lay her delicate infant in a manger of dry, prickly hay. Could any young woman have been more pressured to hide or to terminate a pregnancy than a fourteen-year old girl certain to be shunned by her community, family and friends?  Had I been Mary's friend, wouldn't I have shunned and slandered her in light of her ridiculous story?

Dear Heartbroken for the Holidays ~

If you only knew how well I can relate to your heartache. Here is a project that helped me get some closure on a relationship that meant a lot to me this past year -- but one that {I finally had to face} failed to survive even as a friendship or as a big brother-in-Christ. As a wise Christian counselor once said, "If one is willing to be a 10 and one is willing to be a 2, you have a 2.

It's always meant a lot to me to spend some time around Thanksgiving reviewing who has meant the most to me during the past year in my walk with God. Sometimes that means recalling some who have chosen -- sometimes even without explanation -- not to be part of the next year with me.

Since I always end up the year with about a thousand favorite photos, I decided this year to use them to create a very personal memorial calendar, choosing to honor those who have meant so much to me during the joys and sorrows of this year. It's my way of honoring them for another year without obligating them to be in touch with me beyond the end of of this one. 

The Holy Spirit also encouraged me to write some special prose and psalms on one or two of the pages. This project took hours and days to complete; and as I revisited both sweet and sad memories through images, I found it helpful to have plenty of tissue handy. It's just necessary to grieve a loss completely. For me, nothing brings back tender feelings more intensely than photos of special places, special people and special moments shared with a loved one. After plenty of tears and prayers, I come out the other side with a lovely gift of honor and forgiveness; and the Holy Spirit quietly mended those holes in my heart all the while. It was my path to the peace so freely poured out by the Prince of this Holy Season.

Perhaps your God-given gift is quilting or drawing or painting or scrapbooking or sculpting. Use it to create something worthy of the value this person has in your heart. Be glad you had the grace and wisdom to respect and value another child of God. If they had not left such deep footprints, your heart would not still feel stomped on . . . 

God's best for the rest of your year, Dear Sister.

The Spiritual Discipline of Silence

You may remember my struggle with fasting, which I'm mildly pleased to say is jerking along to improvement in the physical realm of food. This month, however, my discipling fellowship study called us to a new fast -- the spiritual discipline of silence. If you knew me at all, you would easily understand the deer in the headlights look in my eyes when I received THIS invitation . . . .

But because I'm committed to finishing this course with Him and with the others in my Sunday morning group that I respect, love and admire, I took that first requested step. "Take a walk with me," the instructions read. "Fifteen minutes. No talking." I wondered what would happen. I wondered if the neighbors would call the police when they heard the crunch of footsteps down the lane at 11:15 at night. I wondered.

And then I was IN wonder. I must admit, the challenge to keep my big mouth shut isn't nearly as daunting in the middle of the night with no one to talk to but God. Keeping my mind still was another story . . . But after a few minutes of focusing on the sounds and stars all around me, I found myself wrapped in and enraptured by the companionship of God as he walked with me down my lane.

We came to our familiar bridge . . . the one where I feel compelled to stop and capture the changes of each season that He invites me to notice. And tonight, the night I chose to walk in silence, He caused me to remember this scene as one special night in November so crisp and clear and calm that even the dogs had nothing to day. Only the chilled creek applauding under the bridge God's choice of path . . . and amused gurgling on the other side.
Only applause.
Only laughter.
From His Own Creation.

Only My Loving Father can take a moment like this, warm my shoulder with his touch, open my heart and my mind, and teach me in a whisper a lesson that brings me to tears. "Kindness, Dear Daughter, and Silence are perhaps important partners for you." And instantly I knew that most of my regrets in relationship were from missing an ideal opportunity to keep my mouth shut.

This is going to make a food fast look like . . . well . . . a piece of cake. sigh.

May you all abound in blessings this Thanksgiving Season ~

http://profile.fanbox.com/Profile/NewCustomProfile.aspx?u=vkjewell2002755904768

Dear Christian Web Dater ~

I've said this in many private responses; so maybe I'll share it more publicly. If I met Mr. New at a local church function and he expressed interest in getting acquainted, I would not require him to start emailing or texting me. Nor would I waste my time or his chatting on the phone.

There is just no legitimate way to represent yourself truthfully to another person except . . .  in person.  I invested for quite a long time in a  long distance relationship by email; and the image I built up in my mind about this very nice Christian man was just nothing like the person I eventually met. That's not his fault. It's just an inherent flaw of internet fellowshipping.

So, in my humble opinion, Single Christian men should be clear in their online profile about how and if they intend to arrange a long distance meet if they express interest in someone more than an hour or two away round trip. Single Christian women need to think about how to arrange for that publicly and safely. If you are online to pursue a serious relationship, things need to move into "real dating" with "real people" . . . real soon.

Dear "God Loves ME?"

Have you ever had such a glorious season of beautiful weather and wonder that you just can't make yourself go inside?
There aren't many "perks" for being employed part-time and being the boss of a business waiting on its first dime; BUT one of them is that I can choose to receive and believe that every golden leaf on every stately tree was painted there for my camera and me.
This year, my heavenly Father and future eternal Husband arranged a four-day "honeymoon" in Scottsdale, Arizona at the Fairmont Princess Resort. There is no way on God's gorgeous planet that I could afford anything like a four-day trip to a four-star, luxury resort. This, therefore, qualifies as a Miracle.
It was mesmerizing to watch God lovingly prepare dozens of little favors through the most unlikely of people at the most tender of times. God, you see, knows that the first day of fall is my favorit-ist season. God also knows I have been "left at the altar" not once but twice on the first day of fall. Jehovah~Shammah, who is also Father to millions of men, women and children daily enduring a fate worse than death, was pleased to come sweep me off of my feet . . .
There is not one fawn in the forrest that catches its breath in awe of its autumn meadow home. There is not a bird above who is moved by the miracle of flight or pines to take pictures of sunset skies, cotton candy clouds, or glory rays reaching out to bless freshly mowed fields of harvested hay.
God was under no obligation at the moment of creation to request rainbows in color or flowers with fragrance. He was under no compulsion to speak forth sparkle or speckled or delicious or profound grandeur.
This very personal prize of time, travel and season is therefore another treasured testimony of how I know that the Great I AM Loves ME.
What woman is not captivated by a lover's sweet bouquet? Who then, if not for me, does El~Shaddai reveal another lavish panorama the moment He brings me to another day?
Begin here, Dear Daughter, and you will never be further than a gaze away from Abba Father's passionate love. For YOU  

Dear Thoughtless ~

What was I thinking!?

That's what I always end up asking myself after yet another crisis of conscience that requires me to re-evaluate and eventually to repent. What is it that trips me up? What moves me to share unkind comments about another when I "know" God abhors gossip?  What brings about another self-absorbed decision to shun others when I "know" God urges me to remain in fellowship? What hardens my heart toward an insulter when I "know" God commands me to re-pay even my enemies with kindness?
This week, I learned something about shepherds that helped me see the largest part of my difficulty. I learned from Pastor Scott {who teaches and preaches in Sheridan, Wy} that shepherds in David's day knew that certain parasites were prone to burrow into the orifices -- the nose, the ears, even the eyes -- of sheep and eventually drive them literally mad. 'Mad Ewe' disease. That has an ironic ring to it . . .
In David's culture, a Good Shepherd would literally drench the head of each and every sheep with olive oil to prevent these persistent parasites from clinging to the wool. Where they could not cling, they could not collect near the vulnerable areas on a sheep's head.
When David was annointed by Samuel to be the next King of God's People, young shepherd David's head was literally drenched with this same olive oil, a frequent symbol in scripture of the Power of the Holy Spirit of God. Samuel's first act and gift for David was to protect his mind.
More than once throughout his perilous life, David pleaded with God not to remove his Holy Spirit from him. When he should have done so, he wandered off into madness that ended in murder. King Saul, you will remember, lost this same annointing of the Holy Spirit and went stark raving mad.
Being a "hands-on" learner, I immediately purchased a small vial of Bio-Oil, which I now apply to my forehead every morning after I re-new my mind with God's living Word. In this way, I hope to re-mind myself of my need for this precious, defensive purpose of the Annointing of God, which is God's gift for every sheepish member of God's family.

Dear Spoken For ~

In this part of God's Country, Abba is speaking to the church about His son's passionate, pure romance with each earthly fiancee for whom He suffered so unspeakably. That may be you. It's definately me.
And what sort of Princess Bride am I you wonder? Well, frankly, if Jesus were to reveal our courtship these past four seasons, it would be fair to say that I daily left Him standing at the altar.
Sadly, remorsefully, I have become aware that I devoted so much time and energy to one magical earthly courtship that I sorely neglected My First True Love. And now that earthly courtship has vanished . . . like a jetstream across a summer sky. There is not so much as a trace of it left, and this leaves me stunned and speechless still.
Who is there to disolve lumps of woe from my throat? Who restores the crushed coronaries of my heart?  Who strengthens me for my weekly work with Heavenly Joy and loans me moment to moment a Holy Tenderness I do not feel to continue to pray for the one who is gone?

Who but my Perfect Prince would desire this fickle fiancee?

Rarely do I endorse a specific item that displays on on my blog store; but I have intentionally placed an image of the book that God used to open my eyes to the truth of how I was handling my desire for a mate. It's humbling to realize that these two young people ~ half my age ~  have twice my wisdom about how to express true faith in this area. I read this little gem in one night and then tucked a note from Mom inside and gave it to my 18 year old son who discovered young women last year. How I pray he has the wisdom to read it, own it, use it. And then I pray he will give it to his older sisters. Beg, borrow, or -- always better -- BUY this for yourself today as a gift. See if you have the faith to surrender this one choice that will mean the whole world of difference for every other meaningful choice across your life line. Dearest Jesus, How I wish I had.

Fasting . . . Exposing True Fellowship

The word of God does indeed taste as sweet as chocolate covered carmel popcorn today. Here's my personalization of some verses he illuminated for me today from John 1 and 2 .

Triune God IS light . . .  illumination. He IS holiness, purity. In Triune God, there is no evil, falseness, darkness, or obscurity.

If I say that I am cultivating a loving relationship with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, but I make decisions and speak and act day after day as any other unbeliever, I deceive myself. If I say, "I have no willful disobedience (sin)", I also deceive myself; the truth is not in me. If, on the other hand, I hand over my faults and failures (sins), God is trustworthy and sure to pardon them. If I say that I have not offended God (by offending others?) I make Triune God a liar; and his Eternal Intelligence is not in me.

My precious daughter, these things are written to you so that you will not willfully disobey. When you do, however, you have One -- Jesus Christ --  who comes forward to speak on your behalf when you face judgement from your Heavenly Father. You have One -- Jesus Christ -- who is able to encourage you, who helps you, who pleads on your behalf. Jesus is your Reconciler, your Appeaser, your Everlasting Relationship Restorer . . . and not just yours . . . but every other brother's and sister's in the family of God as well. Therefore, if you say today, "I am holy and pure as God is holy and pure" and yet hurt or harm or hate another Christian brother or sister, you are blinded by your own ignorance.

How do I know that I know this Jesus? If I carry out His orders! If I say I know Him (LORD) and refuse to carry out His orders, I am a traitor. Whoever chooses this day to carry out God's orders is His true soldier and possesses the mature, sacrificial, Agape love of Triune God.

So, precious daughter, cease from indulging yourself in and devoting yourself to the endless desires of the body and and of everything you see in this world. FAST! Surrender your self-righteous and self-serving heart attitudes, your 'braggadocio', your 'claim to fame'. These are all insignificant when exposed to the unimaginable joy of living eternally with the Father and Son and Holy Spirit.

Live hand in hand with Jesus, precious child, so that when He comes again He will be proud to call you HIS Jewell, a true servant and a royal daughter of the King of Kings.

Failing Fast at Fasting ~ A Memo to Myself

Oh Dear, Abba ~

How revealing this first fasting attempt has turned out to be! No let me be more transparent . . . It was a disaster.

I 'started over' every day this week, and I still have not managed to surrender myself for a full 24 hours to even this 'baby fast' of one meal a day, with lots of liquids throughout the day. I probably should have defined "liquids" as water only; because I'm apparently quite capable of 'pigging out' on tomato soup.

Maybe starting a fast the week before your birthday . . . or during Rodeo Week . . . or during the summer has special challenges I didn't anticipate. Am I really this calendar driven?

Do we commemorate everything on the calendar with food? I kid you not, I could easily eat 3,000 calories a day in this town just from all the free food offered everywhere by everyone, especially during the summer. Summer in Sheridan, Wyoming is just one long outdoor party interrupted by work and wind. 

And when did I become a NIBBLER? I'm constantly putting something in my mouth, even when I'm not the least big hungry. It's entertainment!

Speaking of which, Dear Readers . . . remember my prayerful vow to my Heavently Father about television? When did THAT become an automatic environmental necessity? Because I work nights and days (one or the other or both) six or seven days a week, I'm not home much. But as soon as I get into my cozy, safe haven, the  FIRST thing I do after I put my purse down is jab the button on my TV. I even sleep with it on! {poorly, He adds}

Is this the value of a 'first fast'? To discover what an unconsciously carnal Christian I've let myself become?

Well, Dear Abba, if revealing all this has some value to You, then do I have a new Book of Revelations to run by You . . .  {sigh}

By the way, Dear Readers, in spite of this total failure, I was totally and magically blessed by the Triune God who imagineered one of the loveliest and fullest early birthdays I've ever had on His planet. And, happily for me, He recruited a lot of humble help from the future Pilot of Universe One.

{God's Extra Best, MTBBF ~ Montana wins . . . again.}

Dear First Faster ~

My Cherished Abba ~ Father God ~

Because you are wise AND perfectly loving, I chose to turn over in trust my entire physical being. I give you cheerful permission to tell me when to sleep and when to rise, even if you choose to interrupt my sleep or require me to rest when I’d rather be watching TV. I give you eager permission to direct the first thought and action of each day.  I give you deliberate permission to direct my diet and exercise each morning, day and evening; so that I have enough energy for the demands and sacrifices of that day. I give you parental permission to tell me to put away any childish things or unhealthy habits, or unhealthy attitudes, including caffeine, sugar, junk food, television, snack foods, soda pop, salty foods, fatty foods and any others I have failed to mention.  I promise to trust that you will provide enough time for whatever you have in mind for the rest of that day. I give you eager permission to direct me to the people you wish for me to serve and to interact with each day as well as those you wish for me to avoid or reduce my interaction with even if you direct me to people I don’t particularly care for and tell me to avoid those that I particularly enjoy. I give you friendly permission to suggest to me your preferences for anything you put at my disposal, including my money, my vehicle, my talents, my home, my resources, and my work. I give you loving, grateful permission to add to this prayer of dedication anything you wish I had included.

Dear First Faster ~

This week, I was challenged myself by your trepidation; so I have decided to take the advice I found in a new study I am doing with 'family members' at my church. The authors proposed that we each write a "Prayer of Dedication" to God in preparation for a fast  (Step 1) and then Determine the "Privation" of the fast . . . that is, determine what it is in which you will de-prive your SELF during your fast. Some deprivations mentioned are (beyond food or meals) television and other "vidiot" time;  sleep or rest (in favor of study and/or exercise). I decided to share my prayer below so that you can see that God actually suggested privations as I wrote the prayer! (hmmmm) Before a single day had past, he had directed someone to me to tell me to add alfalfa (or wheat grass) to my diet, to turn off the television when I'm sleeping (or at least cover the light that it puts out) to start paying attention to how much sweet and salty snack foods I was sliding into my diet, and prompting me to park my car in one location downtown and WALK from place to place during the business day. I also noticed I watched more "health" shows like Dr OZ on TV instead of toxic "junk" shows. And it seems no matter what Christian station I punch in, everyone seems to be discussing a fast! (hmmmmm) So I hope that's encouraging to you as you prepare for this first spiritual blessing and journey with me!

My Prayer of Dedication to You, Abba Father